Monday, May 9, 2011

Mother's Day

Happy Mother's Day..
 So the parts of my mothers day that mattered were GRAND!
And the parts that did not matter or attain to mothers day were not so grand haha!
 My ex is so .. well.. UGH.. you know?
He sent me some texts that led me to call the police to have them do a well check.
 And according to our court ordered visitation he is supposed to get my daughter for the summer. But ah... I do not think that is going to happen now..
I want to change our agreement especially if he is not okay mentally. He has a history of depression. and had medication, but went off of it last year....which made me uncomfortable in the first place. but now.
I am freaking out.
AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
Please pray for us..
O.o
more updates later..

Thursday, May 5, 2011

A link to think on!

How to stay in a good mood!

Since I need to learn from my mistakes! Ryan and I have been battling each other because of dumb stuff. We still love each other but life just makes things hard sometimes.
 well Off to hit the science projects!

Look Mom there are PIRATES!

My dear Star loves to be chased by imaginary pirates on the playground. She also loves to call the playground "the jungle" which is even more coolio.
  Imagination is a great thing. And it is hard to keep up with sometimes, as I learned while working with mentally disabled, challenged, people supported. Which ever is politically correct is what I would like to use, but it constantly changes and people are so easily defended.
  I have been working on getting mine back, because I have been staying at home with Star. I have to learn also how to be creative, and how to utilize information to the best use to help her how to learn. It is SO hard sometimes to teach the simplest things to a three and a half year old.
 She also loves to challenge me by being lazy and not wanting to do anything.
We are starting on her ABC's. She is working on a. We are trying to do it a week at a time. But she has to go back to her father's for sixty days. So I don't know if teaching her is going to follow through or fail. I guess we will find out in a little bit. 
  I am so AMAZED by how smart she is.
Also one of our biggest challenges is to be eating healthy, it is hard to do when you are traveling (which we do quite a bit as it is Ryan's way of life.)
  Anyway welcome to the Windy Dayz!
It's almost always windy around us and it makes life interesting =]
 The links that will be following are the pages I mix and match to do her abc's!
One of my good friends is a teacher, so she is trying to help me with it. She told me that you should just start with lowercase letters.
ABC trace and color page1
ABC Trace and color page 2
 And here is a great game for the kids to play online when you are busy doing chores or home work.
Duck's alphabet WordWorld
 My friend Curly T gave me ducks alphabet! She is so wise!
^^ Have a good day guys!